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Someone Else's Shooting Star

by Marley VanRaalte

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1.
The Well 03:30
steep slow, the water knows you drink free of decency now soak, the memories are told as dreams she isnt wanting to believe her interest could be fading out before our final bow when you hit the ground you find out what you need but you wont make a sound to us or anyone around you now teeth into lips, she thinks and then spits the taste that she had it wasnt that bad but it was safe, the kind of thing you crave we're lucky just to shine from a penny worth a find to a wish to turn back time theres no water in the well nothing but the light from the hole you fell
2.
Drive 04:41
you said “drive, take me all the way im so uptight” I realize tonight may be the night dilate, im coming in my wasted one where is it that youve been and aint you had enough of wandering? tarred and tethered to this flock of a feather that couldnt keep from falling I said “drive, im running from the things I keep inside of my head” you made your mark you traced a figure eight across my heart in case forever falls apart what if I feel safer on the ground?
3.
second day, better now you gotta wait to come as one and separate if you think the words you wanna say will you send them my way? take not one piece from me cause what I am now is what you leave second day, when its clear to me nothings changed I get up, you get away. its quiet so your voice is low when you say “isnt it strange that we live this way?” vacant places where I thought that we would be making changes to what you think of me
4.
I could sit and talk it through the big “it” inside the room and with a swift ungraceful mind could unfold those folded blind We could lie straight through our teeth but it has ears for you and me now theres a burden, if you care to shake the blissful unaware im sure theres no need for a vessel well equipped to leave a thought that you learned not to think your so complete no one will believe youve got your eye on other stars youre here today tomorrow, mars back where you belong
5.
Oh my, I missed your urgent call lonely blooming on up the wall youre no-show voluntarily set your sickened sights all over me lets see you smile distraction, make it worth my while or leave Oh no, ive broken protocol lonely assuming im a free-for-all the man about propriety wants to hang me on apostasy but I aint your god's property lets see you smile fire-off, burn right through my stockpile quiet never killed, I dont intend to fight the beck and call of fitting in so I smile, its the compromise of bein alive you can shame me to ground and keep your fucking crown, ill leave its no defeat, I was already out of things to say
6.
end of the line, stitching your time to settle up and save nine this honorable discharge will do just fine fine, but better off give me nailed to fucking cross I dont really mean it, I was never even thinking it through turn back inside present, belie what you cant undue really, I wasnt looking for lost when it found me I was certain theyd call it a wash theres nothing you dont want to never know know just what you are youre someone else's lucky shooting star so I dont really need him cause theres nothing like believing in you they wouldnt be teasing if they saw it too mercy, mercy let them be even im so sick of knowing me, id try anything last stop for a misbehaving mind
7.
Bad Kids 05:18
bad kids stay alive against the grain to which you subscribe dissonance in the moral haze dont look now, theyre digging you grave every word is a wire tripped, a wasted breath so you know that ill submit and co-sign whatever you said ill hide whatever you hid cause no ties means no loose ends black on black, its a quick disguise make the savior sing and the conquered cry: “Charlatan!” come the witching hour too late to atone with my feet to the fire I know you dont hear what I cant say so between you and me, this stopped being fun
8.
Estelle 03:34
the curtains sit safely undrawn darkness blurs right into wrong then somebody says “it seems unsafe to be here” like they couldnt stand the thought of something so unclear sweet Estelle, she can never tell who she wants to be
9.
baby's getting used to being abused she's seasonal she aint nobodies muse you drew a crooked line of a soldier reassigned to forfeit the war im not waiting for a better sign baby wants to feel just enough to deal its getting easier to take than admit shes afraid that nothing ever fits there must be something that was missed defeated by design, im mistaken should I not resist? my black eyed baby cryin' for infinity to let up and let her back in no lonely aint her only friend its coming on a little too strong im willing to wait, it wont be very long
10.
do I always need permission to entertain this superstition? well I know I watched her leave with a sigh of relief she had already returned to love you have seen the endless nothing so you are free but stay completely shaken some days you get so upset but dont ever forget you can always return to love some people are born ready to run some people they need a reason if thats it, then the joke is on me I will die on my knees if it means im returning to love I choose to believe that everything returns to love

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Brendan Carter - Bass Guitar
Jimmy Westenberg - Drums
Ron Oxley - Voice
Alexa Nissen - Voice
Cameron Rockwell - Cello
Marley - Voice, Guitars, Drums, etc.

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released May 12, 2017

Written and recorded by Marley Van Raalte in Abet, an apartment, and Grandma's house between 2015 & 2017.

Produced with help from Aaron Isaacson, B. Carter, and R. Oxley.
Photography by Luke Franzen
Artwork assistance by Anne VanRaalte
Web assistance by Zachy Peterson

Thanks to my family and friends for their unwavering support.

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